Matte, not Gloss

It’s been a weird few months. I RAN OUT OF WORDS! Completely. Or thoughts, which is probably worse but I’m not ready to admit that just yet. The lazy days of summer turned into the lazier days of fall and no one’s writing songs about that. There are some good/bad reasons, so maybe writing will shine some good/bad light on them. As much as I dislike seeing the sawbones when I’m well, I’ve started in with them. This test, that test. Poke me here, poke me there. At least buy me dinner and a drink for gosh sake. Then, like the football announcers, you get the referees conclusion…..After further review, we got nothin. Or something. Or nothing that someday might be something. And hey. Come back again. Ain’t this fun. I feel like getting rid of my health insurance because then no one will get near me and that’s all right too. Just all made me matte when I’m usually glossy. And cranky. And bored with it all. Well that sure didn’t clear my mood up. Trying to do the right things. Staying carbohydrated. Heard that’s important. Puzzling beyond what is a healthy choice. Who knew that could become an addiction? I’m a trier. Will work this out till I shine shine again. And the words and thoughts will be just be unraveling. Might be because I watch too much Netflix??? Hmmmm. Kind of easier for others to write the cool stuff. Someone threw a bottle of mayo at me the other day. I was like what the Hellman. Now that’s funny.